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Playing Arcanum, I named my mister, Mr. Black... Yeah, until I've wrote a fanfic a week ago... I thought.... "Mr. Black loves to play Black Jack" Simple, sounds funny, but I still found his first name. Jack Black, lol. I played on words and I promise I won't do this anymore. Cuz it's so weird.. He still got the reputation to be the "butcher of Stillwater". It makes me drool.. agh. >3 I started thinking: "What if I kill everybody on the continent?" Now I'm running across Arcanum to kill every single person! haha! it works. My reputations are wrote in my ingame book. I'm proud of this though =S. I still killed everyone in Dernholm, Blackroot, and Shrouded Hills for now. I'll play later to continue my insane "quest". I wonder what will happen when I did everything... Maybe it'll be game over...

Damn phone won't stop ringing! well I'm off to kill people. >:D

The number 23

I watched this movie tonight and wow... Usually I use to fall asleep when watching a damn movie, but this time I couldn't take my eyes off the screen. And Jim Carrey is one of my favorite actor. He was good in his role, really. I could only think "what's gonna happen next?". And this makes me think that, I still wonder what will happen for the year 2012. I'm going out of my mind right now, I'm in awe. Tonight paranoya's gonna kill me. I'm thinking about UFO... Wow, my bf really got me into all those theories. That is so freak... I can't sleep! One of my friend went to the dentist one day and with the X-rays they discovered a piece of metal in his nose... they didn't know what it was. And when he came back there, the thing has disappeared. I wonder if the guy's lying to make us believe it. He also said he didn't want to know what happened, because UFO use to put some kind of metal thing in the nose of their cobayes... Like a microchip implant or something like that. Sometimes I fear looking up to the sky... What could I see, we never know. Is it all lies? I don't think so. I think I would be prepared for an eventual invasion... What ifthey wanted to live with us? Or they'll use us as pets! Who knows. Well... I'm gonna play Arcanum before going to bed. I need some distraction. X_X

Arcanum Character Editor V1.8.0

Never, never use it before you have finished the game for the first time. You can have EVERYTHING... everything but fun in the end. I'm a cheater, like many people ( XD ) BUT... but the first time I play games I try not to check walkthroughs or downloads other things like the character editor. Arcanum is a big RPG, if you have all the skills at the beginning, the game will be alot more short and boring... For those who have finished the game, you can still download it here -> http://www.cheathappens.com/show_download.asp?id=3882 <- But like I said, don't use it before you finish the game one time. It totally screwed my fun... There's alot of patches/modules/downloads for this game, so you may browse on Google or whatever... I finished the game too quickly with this damn Character Editor... That's why I try to keep myself away from those damn cheats and downloads over the net...

See yallz BHC pals

Hm, I'm tired of being on forums.. so I left the few ones I was in. Like Bishie Hunting Club and Game Vixen Zone... I don't feel like it's useful. Of course people there are cool and kind... And I thank the ones that became friends with me. Well anyway, I'm gonna take a break. I feel like my interests are not interesting me anymore, heh. And plus, I have many problems with some boys. Strangely, and suddenly, they want to go out with me.... But they don't want to wait til I'm ready.. I begin to think that men are more complicated than woman. I believe we ask little. I, ask little from men... And if I'm not in a good mood, don't try to understand, just leave me alone... I think it's simple! No? Anyway, I already have a man, why do they continue running after me? They got NO CHANCES. "No means No, not Yes" That's the way I am. I'm tired of all those stupid games played over the internet too... I know a guy who's always asking me "are you single now?" "no dammit and I won't leave him" What the fucking Hell? And they are so pathetic. Yeah.. I am faithful and I will always be. It's okay to be friends... Best friends and all that, but I don't see why they push it further when I say I have someone and I will stay with him. I have projects for the future... And I'll certainly want a child. I carress a dream.. Well, all of this to say, in the end, that the guy annoying me makes me wanna leave forums, chatrooms.... If this continue... I'll certainly sell my comp, because I don't see the interest anymore. Maybe I'm just growing up and I want to stop living in my own world... Created by my imagination. It becomes sad I think... I said I didn't want to grow up, but I guess I'll change my mind with years...

Birthday soon

This morning, I didn't expect to get a giant book to write my stories. I used to have a fat book but it was too small, my mother came and give me that big book. The size really impressed me, really. I'm in a good mood today. Yesterday was really full of stress. But happily, everything's okay now. And so... I was thinking about my birthday coming soon, I should make my choices about the gifts I want. I don't like surprises. Nah, I HATE surprises. I also forgot to tell my mother to give me my money she promised me for helping her moving out some weeks ago. Well... I'll certainly want a Wacom Tablet, but I hesitate again, because I don't draw often. I still got a little bored of drawing. That's why I'm writing now. Yeah... I'm still always searching for a good story plot. And it will be a fanfic, not a fiction. Maybe it's easier if it's my own story? Certainly... After all, the characters would be mine, and I know their personality better than everyone else. But I'd like to write a story about something I loved before. Ah, if only I had a clone = Well.... As many people expected of me, I'm gonna write about Arcanum. Yesterday, my boyfriend asked me this:"Why do you continue playing Arcanum? You finished it already.""Well. Because it's passionating me!"And for my birthday, August 18th, my brother will come back from British Columbia. He will spend two days with us and then travel again. This time, to USA. All my positive thoughts are with him, wherever he can go!
I love you big bwaza, and I'm eager to see you!

My first blog

Hm yes.. This is my first blog. I've never been patient enough to write a diary or whatever. Since a blog is made for sharing.. Well, I'm here first because when doing researches on the web, about Arcanum, a PC game, I found a girl blogging here named Heather... And she was talking about this game too. So I was then interested. Many of my friends do have a blod or a journal, when my only journal is on DeviantART. I don't call myself an artist. Only someone who do 3D things... and draw... And I must say, now, I don't like people who judge people because of what they can write. I often think I sound stupid when I write about video games or movies or w/e, but I guess I'm not. I just have my passions and interests like everybody else.My current obsession: Mr. Black. An half-orc from the rpg Arcanum I was talking about. I just love everything about those brutish half humans. And I come from Canada... so my mother language is french. I was wondering... Why you english people try to learn japanese when you'll never use it?